What's done is done. What's gone is gone. One of life's lessons is always moving on. It's okay to look back to see how far you've come but keep moving forward.
Expect the unexpected, go with the feeling in your gut and follow your heart. It never stop hurting but you find you begin to accept the loss.
It's so painful and just overwhelming. The mind attemps to protect itself and it's all out war in my head, reeling and reeling. It's never easy, harder yet when you're exhausted and tryin your best to look "fine" but inside my head it's chaos, questions, accusations, it's all there at once. Butt outside I'm cool. It's all good, no problems here.
Sometimes it's a little easier if there is something or someone to move towards.